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It's going to be a long year

Thu Sep 18, 2008, 6:09 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: The Final Countdown
  • Reading: Way to tired to read right now...
  • Watching: The little cloud above....
  • Playing: ......To sad to play video games....
  • Eating: ...... nada.......
  • Drinking: ............Air...
Why has it felt like I've been in school forever when it has only been like a week? It's not fair. My mind is confusing me. Anyway, yeah... I hope everyone likes their teachers... cause either way if you don't like them you have to deal.

Yeah, so marching band has been going well.... I guess... yeah, we suck. But what else is new? Hopefully this weeks football game isn't rained out. And as an added bonus this time we have added the Techno section. That's right Techno section.

I really, really badly wanted to just start dancing... and most of us did anyway. It was fun. Last time we danced during the Techno section we got yelled at. Which wasn't fun. Not one bit.

I'm sad because I didn't get to see Supernatural tonight. I came home late from band so I missed it. Oh well, I'll deal. Besides, hanging out with band buddies is WAY better than watching a TV show.

Well, I hope that school goes fast for the rest of you guys. Cause I know that it won't for me.

See ya!

Tagged... what else is new?

Wed Sep 3, 2008, 1:56 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: The Final Countdown
  • Reading: Way to tired to read right now...
  • Watching: The little cloud above....
  • Playing: ......To sad to play video games....
  • Eating: ...... nada.......
  • Drinking: ............Air...
I. Xemnas:

[ ] You are the leader most of the time.
[x] You like black.
[x] You wished/wish you were someone else.
[x] You don't listen to others.
[ ] You like doing research.
TOTAL: 3

II. Xigbar:

[ ] You have bad eyesight.
[x] You like throwing things at others when angry.
[x] You wish you were able to teleport.
[x] You wear your hair in a ponytail.
[ ] You have/wish you had a gun
TOTAL: 3

III. Xaldin

[x] You like windy days.
[ ] You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[x] You like dragons.
[ ] You have/like dreadlocks.
[x] You've tried to anger someone on purpose. (hasn’t everyone?)
TOTAL: 3


IV. Vexen

[ ] You are disrespected by the young ones.
[x] Someone has already considered you a traitor.
[ ] You are the oldest of your group.
[ ] You like experiments.
[ ] You like cold days.
TOTAL: 1

V. Lexaeus

[ ] You are not very talkative.
[ ] You like brain games.
[ ] People are afraid of you because of your appearance.
[ ] You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[x] You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 1

VI. Zexion

[x] You love reading.
[x] You are not very sociable.
[x] You are one of the shortest of your group. (at least, people make fun of me for being short.)
[x] You have a very sensible nose.
[x] You like to allude others.
TOTAL: 5

VII. Saïx

[x] You have double-personality issues
[x] You are more active during night rather than day.
[x] You like werewolves.
[x] Your superior trusts you.
[ ] You have a scar on your face. (I wish.)
TOTAL: 4

VIII. Axel

[x] You are somewhat a pyromaniac.(He he.... fire...)
[x] You care deeply for your best friends.
[x] You are a two-faced when you need to.
[x] You don't like when people don't remember your name.
[ ] You have a very fiery personality.
TOTAL: 4

IX. Demyx
[x] You like music.
[x] You know how to play a guitar.
[x] You like rainy days. (I'm singing in the rain!)
[ ] You like swimming.
[x] You are usually a very happy person.
TOTAL: 4

X. Luxord

[x] You like playing cards.
[ ] You like to gamble.
[ ] Your favorite color is gold.
[ ] You have stolen money from others.
[x] You have/wished you could curse someone. (Hell yeah.)
TOTAL: 2

XI. Marluxia

[x] You like pink.
[ ] You like flowers.
[ ] You are plotting to overthrow your superior.
[x] You were betrayed by someone.
[ ]You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
TOTAL: 2

XII. Larxene

[ ] You're the only female in your group.
[x] You like storms.
[ ] You're pretty agile.
[x] You like to mock others.
[x] You think ninjas are cool. (Kick ass!)
TOTAL: 3

XIII. Roxas

[x] You love ice cream. (Yum.)
[x] You are the youngest of your group.
[x] You think people are hiding something from you.
[x]You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
[ ]You prefer afternoons rather than nights and mornings.
TOTAL: 4.


So, I guess that I'm Zexy, then axel, demyx, and roxas tied for second.

I feel Emo

Wed Jul 30, 2008, 4:56 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: ....My mind.....
  • Reading: Way to tired to read right now...
  • Watching: The little cloud above....
  • Playing: ......To sad to play video games....
  • Eating: ...... nada.......
  • Drinking: ............Air...
Well, I really do feel emo right now so before I go back in the closet I wanted to update. ( think the last time I updated was in march. Long time, huh?)

So I've added a few photos and a short story that wrote... I felt like writing a sad story since I'm emo. And if you notice the photos dont have that much color in them.

I think that one of the main reasons that I feel emo is because that summer is coming to a close, ( Since band camp is starting again soon.)No matter how I may try to ignore it, school is coming after me... and I can't escape it no matter how hard I may try.

I can run but I can't hide.

So, I guess that I'll try to update once in a while... but It's going to be hard because of band camp and everything. So I guess that I'll talk to all of you guys later.

Enjoy what's left of summer.

Tagged again by mommy. :)

Thu Jul 10, 2008, 5:59 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: My mind.....
  • Reading: Way to tired to read right now...
  • Watching: The little cloud above....
  • Playing: SSBB, of course!
  • Eating: ...... nada.......
  • Drinking: Air...
Personal Info

~Name: Mae
~Height: 5’4
~Weight: Not telling! :P
~Birthday: 5/6
~Birthplace: Earth.
~Current Location: Hell.
~School/Grade: Sophmore.
~Zodiac Sign: Taurus
~Chinese Zodiac Sign: Rooster. F*cking dumb bird…
~Righty or Lefty: Righty
~Haircolor: Dirty Blonde.
~Eye color: Blue.
~Skin Color: White.

-About Me

~What's Your Family Situation:
Mum, Dad and one brother.
~Any Pets: Yes.
~If So What Are They: 2 dogs.
~Favorite Relative: My Aunt on my Mother’s side.
~Least Favorite Relative: My Grandma.
~What's Your Heritage/Race: White, Italian, Polish.
~Political Affiliation: Democrat… even though I can’t vote…

-Love and Sex

~Sexuality: straight.
~Are You In A Relationship Now: Nope.
~If So, With Whom:
~For How Long:
~Are You In Love?: I could tell you but then I would have to kill you.
~Do You Have A Crush On Anyone: Yes.
~Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex?: No.
~How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss?: I’m not answering this…
~Virgin?: You bet your but I am!
~If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time:
~Was It Enjoyable?:
~Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed?: Who comes up with these questions?
~Best Love Quote?: None… too lazy to think right now…

-Your Friends

~Best: Not telling.
~How Many Do You Have?: Friends everywhere! :)
~Love Them All?: What a silly question!
~Any You Wish You Were Closer To?: Yes.
~Oldest?: Too lazy to think right now…
~Newest?: No idea…
~Pen Pal?: Yes, my friend in RI.

-This Or That

~Boxers or Briefs?: Umm… skipping this question…
~Thongs or G-Strings?: Please excuse me while I go barf….
~Shorts or Pants?: Shorts… Who is writing these questions?
~Shoes or Bare feet?: Shoes…. Cause, they are starting to sound like a pervert…
~Books or Movies?: Mangas!!!
~Night or Day?: Night.
~Dark or Light?: Dark, of course.
~Mountains or Beach?:Uh… mountains.. maybe…
~Snow or Sun?: Both… maybe snow…
~Pepsi or Coke?: Coke all the way! :XD:
~Guys or Girls?: Guys?
~Swim or Surf?: Swim,… even though I hate swimming…

-For Or Against

~Gay Marriage?: For!
~Abortion?: Depends… mainly against.
~Bush Getting Re-elected?: Against.
~Suicide?: ...Depends.
~War?: Against.
~Pants?: … Um… 0-0 …. For.
~Clothes In General?: For.
~Penises?: Excuse me?... I guess for?

-Favorites

~Color: Pink!
~Number?: 607 and 64.
~Holiday?: Christmas.
~Season?: Winter.
~Movie?: The Producers.
~Book?: Too many… umm… I guess Inkheart.
~Magazine?: I don’t read them.
~Food?: Ramen! :)
~Drink?: Way too many!
~TV Show?: I don’t really watch TV.
~Song?: Depends on my mood.
~Band?: Queen.
~Computer Game?: Sims 2 and Zoo Tycoon 2.
~Video Game?: Kingdom Hearts 1&2, Super Smash Bros. Brawl and all of the Legend of Zelda games.
~Anime/Manga?: Inuyasha, Naruto, Rurouni Kenshin, Kingdom Hearts, Her Majesties Dog.
~Shirt?: My Legend of Zelda shirt! Booya!! + my Marching band show shirt!
~Pants?: Just my jeans.
~Actor?: Nate Lane.
~Actress?: Kristen Chenoweth.
~Singer?: Don’t really have one.
~Flower?: Don’t have one.
~Scent?: New mangas.
~Animal?: Red Pandas + wolves.
~Cookie?: Chocolate chip.

-About Future

~Want To Go To College?: Yes.
~What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: Some job working with kids, maybe a day-care teacher or a sign-language translator.
~Want To Get Married?: Yes.
~Want To Have Kids?: Yep!!!
~What Would Their Names Be?: Ummm… I do like the name Lilian.
~How Many?: 2 at least maybe 3.
~Where Do You Want To Live?: Not in Hell.
~Where Do You Want To Get Married?: I hope in a church?
~How Do You Want To Die?: 0_0 ….This question scares me.

-More Stuff About You

~Piercings?: Nope.
~Tattoos?: Nope.
~Smoke?: Nope.
~Drink?: Nope.
~Do Drugs?: Nope…. Unless if you count sugar.
~Skinny Dip?: No…
~Greatest Fear?: Probably death, or losing someone who is close to me.
~Chocolate or Vanilla?: Both!
~Go To Church?: Too lazy..
~Religion?: Catholic
~Scars?: A few.
~CDs Owned?: A lot.
~Collections?: Mangas.
~Like To Be Naked?: 0//////0 Um…. I’m skipping this one…. (Who wrote these questions?!!?!?)
~Ever Eaten Sushi?: Yeah, don’t like it.
~Eaten a whole packet of Oreos?: Hell Yeah!
~Been On Stage?: Yes, I hate it.
~Danced In The Rain?: It’s fun! :)
~Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex?: No.
~Weirdest Dream?: I would rather not talk about it…
~Best Dream?: .. not telling…
~Saddest Dream?: …They are all about death…
~Dream You Most Wish Would Come True?: None..
~Think You're Attractive?: Hell no.
~Shoplifted?: Nope.
~Been Caught "Doing Something"?: NO!
~Weirdest Makeout Place?: Ummm… I don’t even have a boyfriend… so I don’t have a place.
~Like Thunderstorms?: Yes!
~Favorite Shoes?: I hate shoes.
~Favorite Quote?: Once the strings of fate are tangled they can never be undone.
~Best Advice You've Given?: I don’t know.
~Worst Advice You've Given?: Don’t date until you’re married.
~Favorite Song Lyric?: Don’t have a favorite song… there are too many! :)

Tagged by my mommy.

Fri Jul 4, 2008, 5:37 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: My mind.....
  • Reading: Way to tired to read right now...
  • Watching: The little cloud above....
  • Playing: SSBB, of course!
  • Eating: ...... nada.......
  • Drinking: Air...
Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (sometimes… my reading glasses)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x ] I've glued my hand to something. (it hurt..)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (It’s fun to get drunk off milk…;)
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. (hehehe… all the time!)
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.(And proud of it!)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x ] I've planned my own suicide. ...
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.


Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x ] I sing in the shower
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

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